So of course I decided to make a journal with pretty colours.
Although I really don`t have that much to say....
Still kicking, not drawing as much as I used to, not really inspired to do much of anything. It kind of sucks. There are so many things I want to do... yet getting the energy to do any of them seems to be exceedingly difficult. The headaches don`t really help.
I don`t know what to do with myself anymore, haha. Depressing Happy Birthday Deviantart, why not?
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so tired, so lost
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I just... I just can't handle this. I don't know what I did wrong... I thought I was doing well, I thought everything was fine... This ignorance is killing me. I can't sleep, so tired... So much keeps going wrong... My workplace might get shut down... I'm not good enough, for anything... For anyone... Bohemian rhapsody is stuck in my head.... Sometimes I wish I had never been born at all... Why am I such a disappointment... I cause so much trouble... Should never agreed to go out...
I'm so tired. So lost... I feel like I've lost my purpose in life, but, I don't even know if I have...
I'm so tired. So lost... I feel like I've lost my purpose in life, but, I don't even know if I have...
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Windy Miu, and the Hallway of Death
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See what I did there? 
So. Air wick in the hallway. Its one of those fancy time-release things... so... it releases scented death on a regular schedule.
I turned on the bathroom fan, and opened the screen door. I locked it open- did you know you could do that? I had no idea, thankfully I saw that I could
Obviously, it isn't going to help that much. I guess I just get to cough and sneeze everytime I walk through the damn hallway. Yay.
My eyes hurt.
Thank goodness I won't be living here too much longer. At least that is the hope.
So. Air wick in the hallway. Its one of those fancy time-release things... so... it releases scented death on a regular schedule.
I turned on the bathroom fan, and opened the screen door. I locked it open- did you know you could do that? I had no idea, thankfully I saw that I could
Obviously, it isn't going to help that much. I guess I just get to cough and sneeze everytime I walk through the damn hallway. Yay.
My eyes hurt.
Thank goodness I won't be living here too much longer. At least that is the hope.
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Should have let it drop.
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So, right now my finger hurts. A lot.
I was washing the bun toaster, and I was putting it away. I got startled, and it started to fall. I caught it.
It ripped my nail, causing it to bleed. It ripped of a layer of skin beneath my nail, causing /that/ to bleed. It ripped a cut on my first knuckle, and, guess what? It bled.
Had to re-wash that part, of course.
Ow.
I was washing the bun toaster, and I was putting it away. I got startled, and it started to fall. I caught it.
It ripped my nail, causing it to bleed. It ripped of a layer of skin beneath my nail, causing /that/ to bleed. It ripped a cut on my first knuckle, and, guess what? It bled.
Had to re-wash that part, of course.
Ow.
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WHERE IS MY MONEY MENNONITES!?
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So. Count the safe- it seems to be down. Great. Well, I'll get the $26 from an ATM, put it in the safe if when I re-count it tomorrow morning for my open (after I closed tonight, mind you) and its still down. After all, sleep may make my counting better.
Sounds simple enough, right?
I go to the Neighbourhood Credit union, since its in The Exchange Network. Meaning that I can withdraw money from my MSCU account without fees. I like this. No fees- its great!
It does not work.
It does not work twice.
It does not work for Chequing.
It does not work for SAVINGS.
I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO COMFORTABLY BE ABLE TO NOT WORRY ABOUT FIXING ANY CAR REPAIRS I MAY HAVE IN THAT SAVINGS ACCOUNT.
FOURTY DOLLARS SHOULD NOT BE AN ISSUE.
HELL- I have no scheduled payments due until Friday- I should have enough money in my CHEQUING to get Fourty fucking dollars.
Alright. Panicking now, I do the sane thing, and I go home. I go online. I pull up the MSCU website.
ARE YOU BLOODY WELL FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!
So. I'm a might bit panicked, right now. As all of my hard earned money is........... MIA.
Sounds simple enough, right?
I go to the Neighbourhood Credit union, since its in The Exchange Network. Meaning that I can withdraw money from my MSCU account without fees. I like this. No fees- its great!
It does not work.
It does not work twice.
It does not work for Chequing.
It does not work for SAVINGS.
I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO COMFORTABLY BE ABLE TO NOT WORRY ABOUT FIXING ANY CAR REPAIRS I MAY HAVE IN THAT SAVINGS ACCOUNT.
FOURTY DOLLARS SHOULD NOT BE AN ISSUE.
HELL- I have no scheduled payments due until Friday- I should have enough money in my CHEQUING to get Fourty fucking dollars.
Alright. Panicking now, I do the sane thing, and I go home. I go online. I pull up the MSCU website.
ARE YOU BLOODY WELL FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!
So. I'm a might bit panicked, right now. As all of my hard earned money is........... MIA.
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