Windy-Miu

So of course I decided to make a journal with pretty colours. Although I really don`t have that much to say.... Still kicking, not drawing as much as I used to, not really inspired to do much of anything. It kind of sucks. There are so many things I want to do... yet getting the energy to do any of them seems to be exceedingly difficult. The headaches don`t really help. I don`t know what to do with myself anymore, haha. Depressing Happy Birthday Deviantart, why not?

I just... I just can't handle this. I don't know what I did wrong... I thought I was doing well, I thought everything was fine... This ignorance is killing me. I can't sleep, so tired... So much keeps going wrong... My workplace might get shut down... I'm not good enough, for anything... For anyone... Bohemian rhapsody is stuck in my head.... Sometimes I wish I had never been born at all... Why am I such a disappointment... I cause so much trouble... Should never agreed to go out... I'm so tired. So lost... I feel like I've lost my purpose in life, but, I don't even know if I have...

See what I did there? :P So. Air wick in the hallway. Its one of those fancy time-release things... so... it releases scented death on a regular schedule. I turned on the bathroom fan, and opened the screen door. I locked it open- did you know you could do that? I had no idea, thankfully I saw that I could :) Obviously, it isn't going to help that much. I guess I just get to cough and sneeze everytime I walk through the damn hallway. Yay. My eyes hurt. Thank goodness I won't be living here too much longer. At least that is the hope.